On playing games
The magic that I mentioned I found again with reading books have been lost for playing games for me. It's been so long since I played and enjoyed a good video game or any other game. I always have the urge to get back into it and have some fun like I used to. But it always ends with me being bored and quitting long before I get any satisfaction.
I feel I don't have the patience to learn the mechanics of a game. I don't have the dedication I used to have. There are only a couple games that I've managed to do that in the last 15 years. Am I just interested in the wrong types of games or did I just lose all interest. It continues to upset me since they were a huge part of my life and I still wish I could sit back and get lost in a vast new world.