Staying focused is hard
I don't know why exactly I feel the need to meditate. I have been meditating every single day for the last 40 days and I can't say I feel any different. But there's still something that keeps me going. Maybe it is all the tales I heard about the monks who meditate for hours to find inner peace, or all the "successful" people who swear by it. I find it very difficult to keep my mind under control and focused for more than thirty seconds. Is it just me? Am I doing something wrong? Maybe I am not cut for this.
I will keep going anyways. Look for an update in 40 days.